an ongoing war

I am in an ongoing war, the New me wthin You living inside, against the Old me and the Evil.
During these days, I denied, I wept, I sinned.
After all, the only thing I do not want to and would not consider is giving up~!

Coz Lord, you will never leave us, nor forsake us.
and you promised 'your eyes will see Jerusalem, a peaceful abode, a tent that will not be moved; its stakes will never be pulled up, nor any of its ropes broken.'


主，刀里火里，我跟随你。