His jealous love

I prefer the chinese translation for His 'jealous love' actually, '忌邪的愛'.
The following is wad I shared at 'Inner-Life' group meeting this Wed night:

'yeh..I fall for a guy. He's lyk..I'm amazed by his fiery love and extravagant devotion to God.
I was close to tears when I read wad he wrote for Him.
But to say I like him,
rather, I think I just envy his relationship with God.'

This afternoon Angela gave me a call, and said,
'I do not think that you actually like him,
You just like the portion of him that is similar to Jesus.'

Later I hanged up and queried myself,
'really? '







I do not have an answer.
I do not care to have an answer, to be frank.

Lord, you are within me,
that is more than enough~



LyZ